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Thursday 9 June 2022

Public Works: BRAW Bursary Presentation, 'Welcome?'

 


The  past few weeks have seen me focusing on producing materials for this upcoming event, organised between Dundee dance company ShaperCaper and Dundee Pride, on Saturday June 18th:

BRAW Bursary Recipients — Shaper/Caper (shapercaper.com)


It's been very exciting and rewarding to have the chance to present public work which not only fits my current wider research (social and political attitudes to trans/non-gender normative persons) as well raise awareness of wider internation trans rights (or lack thereof). The work entails one poster (A3) plus 3 A5 flyers, in which trans characters from Iran, Russia and Colombia discuss the realities of living under their respective social and legal conditions. The project is an extension of a piece I had planned during my MFA in 2020, but due to lockdown, it wasn't able to happen. This opportunity has allowed me to expand the original project from a single flyer (focusing on Russia) to three in total.

The project is entitled "Welcome!" and also invites us to consider which nations around the world are more welcoming to trans and LGBTQ+ visitors than others.





Following the event, I wrote up this report:






Friday 13 May 2022

Thesis Chapter: John Howard & Annie Sprinkle - introductory sketch

 Not much blogging has been done of late, mainly because I've been beating the first chapter of the thesis into shape. I know I have a working complete first draft of around 5k words, of which this is the opening/introductory section. The chapter discusses the work of two artists I interviewed recently and their relevance to this study - namely, their recognition of, and interactions with, non-normative bodies and types of people.

1.0 Alternative Legacies: Contextualizing the Careers of Annie Sprinkle PhD. and John Howard

 Since the sexual and other revolutions of the 1960s, there has been a tendency for social mores to oscillate between increasing liberalism and staunch conservatism, and possibly in no genre more explicitly than in the representation of adult sexual material. The 1970s – 1990s saw significant political, socio-cultural schisms develop in what were labelled ‘the Culture Wars’ and the ‘Porn Wars’, splitting feminist, legal and general media opinion throughout the aggressively reactionary Reagan era (1980-1988) in the US and the growing ‘political correctness’ movement. It was against this backdrop of cultural change, of increasing conservatism challenged by resistant libertarianism (exemplified most extremely, perhaps, by the $145million lawsuit brought by Andrea Dworkin against Larry Flynt and Hustler magazine), that the subjects of this chapter would emerge.

 The importance of both Annie Sprinkle and John Howard to the wider scope of this research is not just the radical and anti-normative work they have produced over a number of years, but the similarities between them and their careers:

-          both worked with and celebrated ‘alternative bodies’ at a time when society tended to view such non-normative and marginalized corporealities as offensive, legally obscene[1] and troublesome;

-          both had high-profile careers in the adult entertainment industry, meaning that their work would be seen by many, not a small number in some ‘underground’ scene;

-          both have been able to live within the timeframe of social change, where recognition of trans* and non-binary bodies has become far wider and more accepted, and witness the analogue -> digital revolution;

-          both grew up and worked in areas which were regarded as very liberal with regard to sex and diversity, meaning they did not have to overcome resistance and prejudice from peer groups, religious and other social conservative bodies, but were more easily able to pursue their own interests.

All of the above, including my own practice, may clearly represent the ‘post-porn’ movement, summarized thus by Amy E. Forrest in her unpublished Master’s dissertation:

“Post-porn modernism involves cultural end products (post-porn) such as performances, literature, photographs, videos, montages, installations, films, and interventions in the public sphere (Soto 2013: 22). It has a political dimension that explicitly contests the repression and dismissal of the sexualities of social minorities […] Indeed, it often queers sex by rejecting the validity of hegemonic gender roles […] Furthermore, […] post-porn actively exposes the performance and social construction that is sexual representation. By disconcerting the spectator and attempting to make them self-aware, post-porn can encourage a greater understanding of normalised attitudes and systems of oppression[2].”

This appropriation of a highly problematic medium for personal, subversive and socio-political ends is a cornerstone of my practice-led work. Though it often presents ambiguity in favour of explicitness, it refers to (and subverts) familiar tropes, poses, and performative gestures. Where graphic depictions are presented in physiological terms, they are juxtaposed with other elements (physiognomical, sartorial, etc.) which may result in “disconcerting” incongruity.

Whilst both AS and JH are cisgender creators operating within the mainstream of a male-dominated “profit-driven industry that strives for maximal exploitation of labor, in this case primarily women[3]”, an analysis of their work will discover that as artists, they have often operated outside the cis-het normative aesthetic which tends to celebrate male dominance and female subjection: Howard, by depicting aggressively dominant female and transfemale comic-book characters, Sprinkle by performing with “dwarfs, burn victims, transsexuals, persons with AIDS, and amputees […] as sources of erotic desire and pleasure […][4]” and later, embracing her own form of lesbian-focused ‘ecosexuality’[5].

Of mainstream porn, Laura Kipnis writes (following Thomas Laquer): “[…] it seems like a fantasy of a one-gender world, a world in which male and female sexuality is completely commensurable […] composed of two sexes but one gender…[6]” This notion of the malleability of the gendered pornographic corps (and its potential for liberating non-binary bodies and performers from social and biological straitjackets) will be returned to, but the pornographic realm which is the focus of this study is not the mainstream: it is that which is created by, and/or includes, queer, subversive, trans and/or other radical elements whether in its themes or its subjects, although it does of course have roots in, and intersections with, mainstream adult media. The purpose is to investigate the reclamation and colonization of the pornographic form by historically marginalized types, and their attempts to celebrate Otherness as desirable (as, for example, in the classically-influenced portraiture of Joel-Peter Witkin): “As with transvestite porn and fat porn, pornography can provide a home for those narratives exiled from sanctioned speech and mainstream political discourse, making pornography, in essence, an oppositional political form[7].”

If the non-standard body (and thereby the person in possession of it) is a text, then it is a text which needs to be interpreted; which, as the wide range of terms applied to myself during my webcam activities have shown, provides a whole spectrum of ‘readings’[8]. In the world of queered art and experience, heteronormative constructions soon dissolve.

 



[1] On trans* pornography’s legality, Laura Kipnis writes: “Why does a fully dressed man – albeit one fully dressed as a woman – fall under the heading of “pornography”? […] In Chicago, there’s a tacit understanding on the part of most local porn businesses that carrying transvestite porn will get them raided by the local vice squad, working under the direction of the state attorney’s office.” (L. Kipnis, ‘Bound & Gagged’, p. 67). In a similar vein, in the UK, ‘Operation Spanner’ targeted members of the gay male BDSM underground in a period of renewed hostility to homosexuality “The year that Operation Spanner was launched, a British Social Attitudes Survey found that 75% of the population believed that homosexual activity was always or mostly wrong. At the Conservative Party Conference the same year, Prime Minister Margaret Thatcher warned against children being taught that they had a right to be gay. The following year, Section 28 was introduced which banned local authorities from “promoting” homosexuality. It was in this climate that Operation Spanner operated.” (G. Hollmann, ‘Operation Spanner’, at ‘Herts Memories: Gateway To Hertfordshire's Community Archive Network, https://www.hertsmemories.org.uk/content/herts-history/people/lesbian-gay-bisexual-and-transgender/lgbtq-history-month-2022/protest-and-progress/operation-spanner - last accesses 8/4/22.)

[2] A. Forrest, ‘Leave no Normative Code Intact’: Subverting Socio-cultural Norms in Post-porn’, unpublished, 2013. Online at: https://www.academia.edu/28179836/FORREST_Amy_E._unpublished_MA_dissertation_English_translation_2013_Leave_no_normative_code_intact_Subverting_Socio-cultural_Norms_in_Post-porn - last accessed 30/4/22.

[3] ‘Pornography & Media: Toward a More Critical Analysis’ by G. Dines & R. Jensen, in Sexualities: Identities, Behaviors & Society, eds. M. Kimmel & R. F. Plante, OUP, New York, 2004, p.371.

[4] 'The Erotic Anatomies of Charles Estienne and Annie Sprinkle', Meghan Chandler, Porn Studies, p. 395

[5] Sprinkle’s own ‘Feminist Art Statement’ runs like a mantra: “Because I love and adore women (including trans-women, trans-men, gender queer, intersexed, etc.) I want the very best for them […] Because I love and adore women, I fight to decriminalize and de- stigmatize prostitution and other sex work.” (A. Sprinkle, ‘Brooklyn Museum Elizabeth A. Sackler Center for Feminist Art’, webpage: https://www.brooklynmuseum.org/eascfa/about/feminist_art_base/annie-sprinkle - last accessed 8/4/22).

[6] L. Kipnis, ‘Bound & Gagged’, p. 200

[7] L. Kipnis, ‘Bound & Gagged’, p. 123

[8] As discussed in my blog: M. Black , ‘Naming Names: Taxonomies of Ownership, or, Why You Need to Call Me That’, posted November 12, 2021, at https://phiz-phys.blogspot.com/2021/11/naming-names-taxonomies-of-ownership-or.html: ”“sexy babe”, “slutty little bitch”, “beauty”, “bitchboi”, “sissy”, “sissy faggot”, “sissy boi”, “my queen”, “man”, “hot bitch”, “mistress”, “adorable princess”, “naughty bedroom girl”, “beautiful princess”, “girlfriend”, “goddess”, “my slut”, “my whore”, “cougar” and “my woman”.” The difficulty of coherently expressing my (or anybody else’s) androgynous gender is well observed by Pacteau: “Discussions of androgyny... come up against a resistance... from language itself.. . Any attempt to define androgyny.. . takes us to the limits of language.. . such definitions ask for their own dépassement” – F. Pacteau, “The Impossible Referent: Representations of the Androgyne,” in Formations of Fantasy, edited by Victor Burgin, James Donald and Cora Kaplan, (London: Metheun, 1986), quoted in A. & M. Kroker, ‘Body Invaders: Panic Sex in America’, p. 161.

Saturday 26 March 2022

“All Your Women Look Like Trannies”…Or, Why I'm Here Right Now, Writing This

I've drawn comics (and 'comix') for over forty years. Comic-book art was a large part of my original art school submission folio in 2016, though my distaste for the more obvious elements of the mainstream comics world has only deepened in recent times.

The image of the powerful, ass-kicking (super)heroine in mainstream comic-book art may, at first sight, suggest to laypersons viewing such material that strong, independent, feisty females are a staple of such material, and therefore encouraging signs of gender equality in popular media. Whether they truly do or not is largely due to the writers, since the artists (whether individuals or penciller/inker teams) will likely be the same. However, the aesthetic ‘phiz/phys’ code, when examined, suggests nothing more than skimpiest lip-service to the Women's Movement, and nothing less than patriarchy-as-usual. Shall we break down the aesthetic attributes of all the so-called 'powerful' female characters in mega-selling, mainstream comics (not, please note, 'comix' – which by their very nature tend to be radical, subversive, and challenging)?

  l) Age (apparent): young. Late teens to early, mid-20s at most. Anything older is a mother, a granny, or a bitchy, probably sexually-frustrated boss-type. Superheroes, aliens etc. may in reality be much older, but they still don’t look a day over 24 ½ .

 2) Vitalstatistics: Barbie, or one of her numerous sisters, daughters or grand-daughters. Hip:waist ratio and bust size are vital considerations. Bared or exposed flesh is virtually a must, whether it's cleavage, thigh, abdomen, or all of the above (or more besides) as evidenced in, say, Lara Croft. (Speaking of which, I recently came across this BBC broadcast on the subject: Evil Genius with Russell Kane - Lara Croft, Tomb Raider - BBC Sounds )

 3) Physiognomy: eyes, nose and mouth set according to standard principles in line with l) above – small nose, small babyish chin, big eyes. Individuality, quirkiness, character and age-lines are deficient/non-existent, unless the bitchy bad boss or granny-type needs emphasizing just how utterly unattractive she is, and how redundant to the male viewer's fantasy world as a result.

4) Height: variable. Can be small and petite or tall and leggy in killer heels without damaging the viewer's feelings: the former more likely to be the 'cute/good girl' type, the latter the deadly/femme fatale assassin/hooker-with-a-switchblade/villainess variety.

5) Dress: Skimpy, exposing skin, or if all over, then spray-on skin-tight (nudity by proxy). Boots and high heels of at least 4” often in evidence, no matter the circumstances, terrain, weather or location.

Okay, so the above list is neither entirely serious, or free from stereotypical generalization either. But, as most mainstream comic book artists are male, they not only draw what they like to see, but what is demanded to be seen: the scopophilia of their majority readership ensures few variations on the above coded formulae and sometimes the styles can be almost interchangeable. Some artists do indeed seem to have a single, specific, female type (or personal archetype). Here are examples of completely different characters drawn by Brazilian artist Al Rio, all of whom look not only identical facially, but are carbon copies down to the very hairstyle and expressions:

We can turn now to an industry manual, written by a leading professional, for budding comic artists on how to draw awesome women characters, a title named “Incredible Comic Book Women with Tom Nguyen: TheKick-Ass Guide to Drawing Hot Babes!”


Herein I cite a secondary source rather than the book itself, as I consider the reviewer’s enthusiastic comments to be as worthy of discussion as the book under review. Thus

“Lets face it, if you’re going to become a comic book artist, learning how to draw a hot leggy blond is a must!”

Really? There’s no point then in asking if the blond in question may be black or Asian – they (well, obviously she) will be white. From the samples of Nguyen’s art provided, I saw immediate comparisons with the figure drawing manuals of Andrew Loomis, an artist so influential now that his name is still spoken of reverently in illustration circles, and who is frequently cited as a major inspiration for many of today’s leading professionals. That Loomis had a ‘type’ of woman as much as Rio cited above is evident – they are all young, beautiful, slim, naked (possibly the same model) and often drawn in high heels, with the fetishistic undertones now expected of an artist who understands his intended audience (as does Nguyen, evidenced later). Studying texts like this in my early illustration career (early 2000s) left me conflicted – here was a revered expert, giving sage advice to new artists, yet thoroughly entrenched in its time. In later years, I found Linda Neade’s survey of traditional artists’ drawing manuals to be very reminiscent of Loomis (‘The Female Nude’, pp. 46-55), and things have not changed in the 2lst century when we consider Nguyen’s ‘how-to’ bible, with his bikini-clad babes guaranteed to maintain the youthful (psychologically, if not physically) male reader’s attention as much as Loomis’ flexible, and utterly traditional, nudes:

Curiously, Al Rio actually includes a re-draw of one of Loomis' costumed models in what purports to be a 'how to draw' class booklet of is own - though it's unclear if Loomis receives credit, it's very easy to see the influence:


Later in the review, the writer of the review of Nguyen’s book does cite diversification:

 “One of the cooler sections I enjoyed reading about was how to capture a specific woman’s likeness for a character, and how to draw ethnic groups that aren’t your own. His number one rule? Avoid stereotypes! It should go without saying, but it seems harder to do than it sounds.”

Yet for all that, non-racial stereotypes remain a continual presence, as is evidenced in a further reviewer comment “on how to draw younger women and older women, pointing out key attributes for each. For instance, it’s important to not make your older women look too agile, and contrarily to not make your younger women look too sexy. Both typically aren’t good things.”

Sexualising young females is certainly a short-cut to serious trouble. But seemingly older women must not be allowed to maintain their youth, whether through intensive tai-chi, dance, aerobics or athletics? Pina Bausch may have disagreed as, for that matter, may Tina Turner or Madonna. The “avoid stereotypes” advice is therefore immediately contradicted for the sake of enforcing cultural expectations,  that grannies must be stiff and useless, and also appear to be so. (From a personal recollection of a family holiday in l98l, when I was 8, I met my father’s grandmother – a lady named Margaret Ashby who was born during the reign of Queen Victoria, and was over 90 at the time. Out on a country walk, she continually succeeded in outpacing both my parents, then in their late 30s, admonishing them both to “keep pace!” - a story frequently retold in family conversations for years afterwards).

A reader, enmeyer_r, may have summed up the entire article (and the book) with his brief comment:

We may wonder why we might expect great diversification, and encouragement to go beyond socio-cultural norms, in a text devoted to producing comic art. I would argue that were any so-called “SJW” to accuse the mainstream industry of peddling outdated and degrading characterisations, there would be many fans who would angrily respond with examples of black, queer and other diversifications in recent Marvel and DC titles, as evidence that such accusations are unfair, unfounded and outdated. But the operative word here is recent, and the overwhelming mass of material carries on regardless, suggesting that the diversity is as much an exercise in tokenistic box-ticking to appease (or encourage) the non cisgender/het/white/males out there to buy into their products. We may also recall that the CEO of Marvel comics gave funds to Trump’s 20l6 presidential election campaign and that comics publishers are corporations like any other. While some may choose to dismiss all comic-book material as ‘harmless fun’ and nothing to worry too much about (assuming that comics are only read by kids, who quickly mature and move on to more serious literature – nothing could be further from the truth, if one chooses to peruse for even five minutes some of the comics fandom forums online), the internalization of such material and the coded forms and representations within are what have led directly to me pursuing this PhD research course, writing these words, on this very subject – the publicly-held belief that my drawings were unsuitable for the general audience (the majority) of comics readers, that my characters did not fit their stereotyped rules of where the boundaries between ‘man’ and ‘woman’ are supposed to lie, and what features and details of human anatomy are classifiable as specifically gendered (in my case, it was my female characters’ jawlines and chins which were problematic for many – being deemed "too masculine" (?), assumptions which reach far beyond comics aesthetics to the realm of ‘facial feminisation’ treatments for transwomen, or why certain men may be accused of having a “gay face” - both issues I've posted about previously). The result of these comments and criticisms soon transferred themselves to my own sense of being, of genderfluidity, and I saw a correlation between how things are perceived, how people are pigeonholed, and the outgrowths of a monstrously, Lovecraftian rhizomatic entity dedicated to enforcing its binary definitions of the world in every and any area of society, and suppressing or denigrating any attempts to the contrary.

The artist (and viewer) therefore has no interest in an individual, as a woman or a distinct person, but as a type: a basic form which ticks the boxes of how much he would like to have sex with her. Before my readers laugh aloud at this ultra-Freudian blanket assumption, there are reasons why comic-book heroines continue to look as they do (differing fashions and styles through the decades notwithstanding) - they are made to appear to the male cis/het gaze which demands desirability, non-troubling glamour and can be 'read' as a female that the viewer can fantasize about, have sex with in their minds, or even project upon themselves (why do so many male gamers play female characters? - can the realm of 'forced feminization' pornography shed some sinister light on this area?). The male viewer desires a woman they control (or occasionally – desires to become a woman who is controlled, the ultra-submissive D/s fantasy of forced-fem. To elaborate somewhat on Laura Mulvey’s theory of the male gaze as an immutable, monolithic tool of repression – not all men share the same desires and hang-ups; poor gay black men will not respond to a scene the same as a rich, privileged straight white guy, or even a Latin or Asian man – but each will bring his own form of masculinity, whether it is queer, straight, or confused, to bear on the semiotics inherent in any scene or representation, and encode them and interpret them accordingly:

 "Whatever happened to Fay Wray
That delicate satin draped frame
As it clung to her thigh
How I started to cry
Cause I wanted to be dressed just the same..."
        -R. O'Brien, 'Fay Wray', 'Rocky Horror Show'

 But wait, some will object - aren't there violent, aggressive, ass-kicking female characters out there? Surely they would intimidate all but the strongest barbarian bloke, no matter how seductive they might appear? I would argue that the 'ass-kicking' aspect of such characters is virtually irrelevant, when compared to the importance of the aesthetic appeal. Lara Croft gets to be smart, tough and hard because she obligingly exposes the expected assets to her viewers: bulging breastlines, cleavage, strong thighs and of course ultra-kissable lips. Her gun, sword, whip or whatever is just another fetishistic phallic adornment, to draw attention away from her implicit biology and gratify the male viewer by proudly presenting her phallic response to his innermost concerns: she's hot, busty, tough and has a dick - hey, she's perfect! Nguyen’s cover art to his book on drawing ‘hot babes’ shows, ostensibly, a gendered role-reversal scene of heroic, brave female rescuing an embarrassed, topless and underwear-clad male from certain doom at the tentacles of an entity of Lovecraftian proportions, parodying the exploitative lowbrow ‘men’s Adventure’ magazine covers of the l950s and 60s, and more B-movie posters and pulp fiction titles than my poor mind can even calculate. But the cis/het/male viewer isn’t interested in the re-gendering of a classic power fantasy trope – he’ll be too busy gawking at her metric metre of cleavage and exposed skin beneath the spray-on costume (conveniently angled towards the reader for the most revealing viewpoint). To me , the underlying message – and the appeal – of the cover is that once rescued, things will return to business-as-usual – the rescuer/rescued inevitably engage in some form of physical romance, and any traditional comic-book nerd would happily endure the cover character’s peril and humiliation if he got to get it on with such an awesome babe. After all, the cover man is a bulky, square-jawed, muscled-up dude of impressive stature – if not a self-parody of Nguyen himself – and still enforces the power-fantasy macho appeal of traditional comic males, with whom the reader identifies. To truly reverse the scene, he ought to have been depicted as a weedy nerd, clearly as incapable of extricating himself from his predicament as all those helpless stiletto-wearing glamour queens in their strategically-shredded evening dresses – at least, until the tough, bruising hero showed up to whisk her away from the clutches of the bloodthirsty aliens, villainous foreigners (likely one and the same), or savage wild animals. Robert Crumb was drawing himself into such fem-dom sexual fantasies five decades ago, playing upon his own geeky, bespectacled real-life persona, but we are a long way away from that here.

Again and again the reviewer of Nguyen’s book emphasises the ‘sexy’ aspect, as Nguyen himself does – he clearly appreciates young women in bikinis, and his ‘rules’ on what is right/wrong or ‘unattractive’ only help to enforce stereotypical attitudes which extend into other areas of art and representation, and ultimately into other areas of life. As this sort of advice is standard for the industry, I now understand why I was subjected to the sort of negative feedback that I received in my past – from other artists who digested and reproduced such fantasy idealisations of ‘how it needs to be’, as well as ‘how we want it to be’ - the latter which summarises the Comicsgate backlash against non-cis/het/white/male characters and creators.

Comicsgate was a reactionary and recent phenomenon, but the underlying mindset is not. I spent over 9 years as a user of Deviantart.com (2207 – 20l6) and saw many hundreds of comments posted on images of female characters, both original (to the creators) and otherwise (fan-art after copyrighted characters). The strength of emotion behind some of the comments and discussions on even some quite 'PG-rated' works were obvious - the scent of sweat and passion almost palpable. Patriarchy-as-usual polices these representations. The ass-kicking ability, as I've said, is irrelevant - it is a mere sidearm to the bruising gatekeeper of visual attraction, and the pleasure encoded in that representation. I know this because I deliberately fashioned my own drawing style over the years I was on DevArt. The images from Al Rio above are contained in an anthology of that artist's work which I purchased in 2000, when I began my comic book drawing career in earnest, and have referred to his images for specifics (line work specifically in the drawing of eyes) so many times that the book is literally falling apart. This was in my early, naive days when I sought popularity and praise, and felt I had to conform – to a point – to what was “out there”. While I admire his draughtsmanship in specific details I dislike very much his vapid, interchangeable production-line mannequins which bring to mind the fetishistic sculptural female objects of Allen Jones, and the sad, grimy nudes of the later Renoir, utterly devoid of character, personality, or a thinking brain behind the bovine stare. One can enjoy and admire the details of a work or an artistic style without being in any way a fan of that artist or that style (in the same way that one can argue for the right for pornography, as a form of representation, to exist, without in any way condoning the actual extremities, attitudes and degradations to which it most usually stoops).

I refused to change my own ways of phiz/phys representation, and certainly refused to buy into anyone else's. My female characters were tough, ass-kicking, and frequently carried lethal weaponry, too. Sometimes they, too, were busty, sometimes not so - it depended on whether that would suit the character and her background. They were often tall, leggy, and invariably muscular. The costume may or may not be tight or revealing, or not (the former the better to show off that hard muscle tone whilst maintaining dignity - the latter, the better to foster ambiguity). So far, so typical, more or less. They were also evidently older than High School age, and had the lines to prove it. The result?

"All your women look like trannies".

So, we come to the pivot point of this writing: the misreading of my characters by a viewership expecting apples, and complaining when they were being fed bananas (for those who missed it, this metaphor is a cheeky nod to a l972 work by Linda Nochlin. I'm not going to spell it out further.) While I had never any intention of depicting transwomen at the outset - I simply drew women as I saw them, with character, occasional wrinkles, strong or stern facial bone structure after the l9th C. and especially the PRB tendency. The broad frames and heavy musculature came later - when I had become annoyed enough, by late 20l5, to start having fun with my characterizations and drawings, and in line with my own developing and radically evolving notions of gender, both personal, and general – and the fact that I have never enjoyed ‘traditional femininity’ in any form, anyway.  I didn't care by then that people saw them as ugly, as rough, as old. Get over it, I thought: have you ever walked down the street and actually looked at the faces of real women (or, have you only looked at the teenaged ones in the tight skirts)? Do you really expect 50% of the world’s population to confirm to your infantile notions of what you deem your “type” for your sexual and aesthetic satisfaction? Are you seriously trying to tell me that a female character with a defined jawline is inherently therefore, by virtue of that single arbitrary physiognomical feature, a biological man?

These questions are anything but rhetorical – they resonate in me now, because they are the questions I ought to have demanded back in the 20l0s when I received those comments on my artworks. Nobody told me I couldn’t draw. Nobody told me I was rubbish, or should give up art. They did, however, warn me that I needed to learn how to draw women “better” (i.e., more stereotypical, more passive, more curvaceous, more bland, less demanding, less troubling, less biologically indeterminate...more desirable).

I quit DevArt before I gained the socio-political and aesthetic armoury to be able to shove it back at the critics, in spades:


After creating the deliberate mainstream trans superhero spoof 'Super TransFixItGurl' (with a trans friend of mine), I developed my first serious transfemale character, Sonya Smirnova, for the epic Russian-based crime series 'Bloodstains'. (To enhance the pointlessness and arbitrary nature of the negativity I'd encountered, she is in fact - facially at least - referenced from a cisgender female model, while many of the body references are from myself. The character is, therefore, a prototype of the definition of this very blog and research project: the sense of incongruity produced by welding one set of gendered attributes to another):


The logic was simple: she looks like a 'tranny' because she is, and is that a problem, by the way? 
The question was coded into the character. She wasn't young, nor beautiful, nor especially busty. She was a 6'3 ex-athletics champion, and former police officer in contemporary Russia, who had been kicked out of the force due to her transitioning and forced into sex work to remain alive. She was blonde and white, though, which was nonetheless a small chip off a very large chopping block of social unacceptability (herein I, I later realised, I found myself falling for a much-maligned trope in popular media, the transwoman-as-hooker: but to me the logic was clear. Russia's anti-LGBTQIA+ laws are utterly reprehensible, and my work was informed by much reading of contemporary articles on hate crime in Russia. That such a character would only be able to survive on the underbelly of society was taken as read. It remains a difficult work to categorize, and very recent events have left me wondering if I can even continue it at all):


I refused to present Sonya as too much of a victim, though she is of course a helpless nobody against a brutal and authoritarian state government, and a society hostile to people like her - and her bodyguard and benefactor, the main hero of the piece, who is an ethnic Uzbek; a non-practicing Muslim and hence the other half of a completely anti-mainstream comic book partnership, with whom the traditional cis/het/white power fantasists are not expected to identify in any way. Nor did they, and nor did I want them to, though I gave the series one big final push in 20l8 – just as the Comicsgate and Howard Chaykin ‘Divided States of Hysteria’ débacles burst over the internet. I retired 'Bloodstains' and occasionally returned to it, trying to retool the work to suit my ever-evolving views of intersectionality, trans rights and such. While the series remains unpublished (and now runs to over 70 pages of finished work), Sonya found her way into a spin-off for Russian trans rights, a samizdat which came out as part of my MFAAH in 2020:

 

We’ve seen these socio-cultural eruptions in the past – cf. the angry white male burnings of disco records in the US in the 70s. How dare those queers/blacks/Latinos have their own music, and make it popular! It ain’t what we call rock ‘n roll, dammit! (because rock ‘n roll was – of course – invented by blacks, including at least one black queer – Little Richard – who directly inspired the architect of the noisiest, dirtiest rock and roll ever recorded: Lemmy, of Motorhead).

Monday 28 February 2022

Of Ducks and Differences: Ambiguity and Resemblance

 Ambiguity has been a recurring keyword for me throughout this research so far, and when viewed in practical terms - how far can we go before it is assumed a truth of either x or not x in a form or persona? Before a form stops being ambiguous and can be accepted for what it purports to be, at least on the surface?

For the sake of neutrality and to avoid getting mired in gender identity matters, I'll frame this discussion in terms of the old saying regarding that which looks like, and walks like, a duck. The duck metaphor or stand-in reduces things to a less ambiguous level and helps us to see at which level taxonomies and definitions apply, or cease to apply, and why this may be.

Logically, if it looks like a duck, walks like a duck and quacks, why should we not allow it to be described as a duck? Must we insist upon analyzing it inside-out with regard to its 'apparent' versus its 'actual'/underlying duckness (or lack thereof - usually defined in taxonomical terms of reduction, or its consistent similarity to other entities which have all been previously rubber-stamped with a 'genuine duck' seal of approval, by the hand of someone who is not a duck themselves, but who defines for others whether or not they may be allowed to be perceived as ducks - as opposed to swans, emus, or archaeopteryxes?).

In reality, we accept the following image as being splendidly representative of duckhood:


We also, from a very young age (that is, pre-adult judgement) have no problem whatsoever with identifying the following as a duck, either:


Or even the following - a thing made by hand, with only superficial resemblances to duckhood (can't walk or fly, lay eggs, quack, etc.), yet which is convincing enough to attract real members of that same species:


To then waddle on from the duck metaphor, why can we universally assume that the following image represents an entity we unthinkingly define as "she":


and, paradoxically, also this:


yet are unwilling or unable to do so with regard to this:


It follows, therefore, that a few hundred thousand tonnes of metal or wood is perceived by many as more inherently female than a living, breathing person (who may or may not have the exact same outward biology as an assigned-at-birth female). The connection (or disconnection) is, I perceive, more than semantic or visual - it operates on a gut, instinctive, and emotional level, wherein emotional attachment is more easily transferred to an object/piece of machinery under one's control than a human being capable of the same emotional responses and sensations as the one who does the naming. Perhaps that is the keyword in all this: control, and the implied power/jurisdiction which is invested in the (usually male) owner or commander of a vessel over that technological/mechanical interface, but which is denied in the case of an actual person which is too *similar* to the protagonist, too much like himself, too incapable of yielding to commands on account of shared biology (in the sense, of course, that what is popularly described as "feminine" tends to be identified also, variously, as "soft", "yielding", "submissive", etc. - as witness the recurring tropes of hyper-femininity inherent in the "forced feminization/sissy" area of pornography and role-playing - something for which I have no stomach, and am aware of only for its intersection with the trans* spectrum on the level of cross-dressing and female embodiment fantasy theory. (NB: Despite its appearances, I view this more as a subset of extreme masochism rather than any clear or defined actual gender identification, as it is predicated on the idea of "feminization" representing submission, passivity, and at the extreme end, sexual and other forms of abuse. Thus the debates of how far down the spectrum we may go before we start accommodating fetishism as a form of gender diversity at such public events as Manchester Sparkle - which is a discussion for another post perhaps, but one I have seen argued repeatedly in the past.)

What I'm evidently pushing towards with all of this (but still circumnavigating somewhat) is a code of semiotics and signifiers: whether of the "C'est ne pas un pipe" art-historical variety, or the visualization of Sign-Signifier-Signified - something along these lines, as I see it:


The argument is far more complex than simply that of a person exhibiting the outward signs (costume, behaviours, overall appearance) of an other, but in how far - intrinsically - that exhibition can be said to make them analogous, or identical, to that other - a situation dependent upon not just the quality of the performance, but also how well that performance constructs the essence of of the other in the minds of observers. Putting on a police officer's uniform doesn't make anybody a police officer, even if they have knowledge of laws and have sworn (personally) to uphold them, and spend their time going around protecting the innocent. What constitutes a genuine police officer in a society is a far more complex set of relationships, histories, connections and requirements, of course. But in the minds of many citizens, the would-be officer could be just as much - if not more so - a police officer as the 'real thing', especially if they had only positive, personal experiences from an encounter with such a person, who could even come across as friendlier, more approachable and more helpful than some genuine representatives of law enforcement. In such a case, the impersonator may be said to be modelling the 'ideal' of a police officer, presenting the positive side and downplaying the negative associations which have become increasingly public in recent years - in which case, and if everybody involved benefits from the encounter or the experience, where's the harm? (Leaving aside, of course, the realities of accountability, legal obligations, public trust, etc.). 

Let's leave the ducks in the pond and cut to the gender case now.

“Men, contrary to the fantasy of the transsexual, can never, even with surgical intervention, feel or experience what it is like to be, to live, as women. At best the transsexual can live out his fantasy of femininity—a fantasy that in itself is usually disappointed with the rather crude transformations effected by surgical and chemical intervention. The transsexual may look like a woman but can never feel like or be a woman. The one sex, whether male or female or some other term, can only experience, live, according to (and hopefully in excess of) the cultural significations of the sexually specific body… This gulf, this irremediable distance, is what remains intolerable to masculinist regimes bent on the disavowal of difference."
    (Elizabeth Grosz, 'Volatile Bodies: Toward a Corporeal Feminism. Indianapolis: Indiana University Press. (1994). p207-208, quoted in Cix Shrimpton, 'The pornographic ontology of the shemale: Transwoman as radical feminism’s metaphysical victim'. )

Herein we hit the dilemma that may be the crux of all this research: how much of identity - and gender - is merely appearance, whether biological (natural or otherwise), facial, sartorial, etc.? I appreciate completely the often-used argument against the transwoman-as-woman, that one who has not been born a woman, experienced the growing up stages of puberty, menstruation, social and cultural and conditioning etc. throughout their entire life on a daily basis that define one's place as a woman in the world, cannot be said to be truly - in any rounded, socio-cultural way - a woman as one who has (and one of the reasons why I spend most of my time discussing in-betweenness, non-binary being, and third-gender, rather than pushing the transwoman-as-woman line which, to me, can have potential problems with relation to furthering the strict gender binary, and allowing the continued encoding of persons as either/or). That does not mean such a person has no claim to womanhood whatsoever, for upon gender reassignment, it is expected that they will then experience the responses and interactions common to one of that gender and in that position, with all the positive (and negative) attributes that such status brings.

A lot of this seems to echo Jean-Paul Sartre's ideas of essence, true nature (and its construction in the minds of others), and the very famous example of the waiter who, in trying too hard to project publicly his waiterly credentials, is seen to be merely 'playing' at being a waiter, rather than working hard on the true fundamentals of waiting on tables. Yet can we say that Sartre's waiter is less of a waiter, than Daffy is a duck? After all, the waiter is employed in that role, receives a wage suitable to that position, and will be referred to as a waiter by his employer, colleagues and the public. Daffy is not an egg-laying creation of nature, but a series of squiggles and dots on acetate sheets drawn by talented cartoonists. And while he may talk like a duck, he doesn't really walk like one - his legs aren't short enough.

That's all for now, as I think I need to push my nose back into semiotic theory again and figure out where I take it from here. The question there, however, remains: Structuralist, or Post-
Structuralist? I've spent time in both camps in the past, but now it might be time to choose a side.

Monday 21 February 2022

Thoughts and References on Three Recent Works

Note: Having resisted (upon supervisor request) the usual impulse to write at length about recent artworks created for this project, what follows is simply a personal aide-memoire to where my thinking was at the time of making, should any future need arise to explain them.

Lateralus

The specific spelling and purpose of this piece is best described in the words of others: the alternative metal band Tool and the song and album of that name, described in detail here, from which a few relevant quotes may suffice:

"The album title is something of a dual reference, nodding to both the thigh muscle vastus lateralis and the concept of "lateral thinking..." [...]

"[Lateralis] itself is actually a muscle, and although the title does have something to do with the muscle, it's more about lateral thinking and how the only way to really evolve as an artist — or as a human, I think — is to start trying to think outside of the lines and push your boundaries," Keenan told Aggro Active in May 2001. "Kind of take yourself where you haven't been and put yourself in different shoes; all of those clichés..."

The concept grew out of the sideways photographic shot, reflecting the idea of erotic charge inherent in the area of waist -> thigh which holds the most erogenous interest, by defining defining ambiguity (by not explicitly revealing the genitalia, but denoting - in outline - the curve of the backside and thigh), and also literally displaying the 'lateralis' muscle, part of the quadriceps group. The eroticism of ambiguity and hiddenness was therefore the point of exploration here (as echoed in the frisson of the old trope of certain men being more interested in a woman whose dress being blown around on a windy day than in a fully-exposed 'page 3' model) - whilst leaving the genital area as a question mark. This questioning/ambiguous zone is itself left in a space of ambiguity, being both present in the actual scene, but not visible in the resulting recording, due to the nature of the angle, the pose, and the direction of the camera. The 'tease' is therefore on the part of the camera as much as the performer/model, as a rotation of ninety degrees of either would reveal the 'hiddenness' to the viewer. This idea of having more information present than is chosen to be shown has begun to feed into sketchy plans for a possible live work - exploring, for example, the concept of a recorded performance interacting with a live, physical one, in which a 'full exposure' may be made on the recording, but which is covered up (censored) by the hand, say, of the performer interacting with that recording - in which precise temporal and spatial placement of the live performer combine to obscure what would otherwise be a more explicit 'revelation' to the audience. In a case such as this, synchronization and choreography would be required to 'keep them guessing'. No doubt there are theories of spatial/temporal placement in performance which can articulate this better, but at this stage it as much a case of 'putting out feelers' as much as anything. 

In terms of feminine eroticism, this idea was given to me in a conversation with a trans friend some years ago, where she described the waist->thigh section of the body as capable of displaying the most charged imagery, with its attendant accessories of suspender/garter straps, stocking tops, G-string, etc.

Hardwired

The short film 'Hardwired' is already video-documented online with regards to the 30 years of my ongoing interest in Cyberpunk and sci-fi, and the movie itself features its own art-history narrative and explanation in the dialogue. What remains to be added here, then, is really the deeper notions of integration/disintegration, expressed through the figures of the twins who are similar in so many ways, yet so apart in others: both in terms of personality, outlook, career, and location. Despite this they remain joined via the 'fragments of each other', whether physical - like Em's Godzilla postcard and Motorhead LP, which reflect Jay's interest in these pop-culture things - their DNA - and their shared memories (Jay digging up 'Grandpa's onion patch' in an early disclosure of his long-term archaeological interests). The concepts of duality and integration, again with reference to ancient philosophical and mystical systems (yin/yang, Gnostic and alchemical works), are themes I've developed over nearly 20 years of writing narrative fiction and creating artworks in various forms. Can true unity ever be reached, or is it an eternally untouchable ideal? Jay's line that "we were the same person, once..." hints at the idea of 'splitting off' that which can never again be re-integrated physically - as the twins have grown up to become two separate entities, and perhaps the only way to rediscover what was lost is through the psychological, subconscious realm, in Jungian terms, or via Joseph Campbell's 'hero journey'.

Throw in a third, ambiguous spectator in the form of the Medusa sculpture herself - one who passively watches, records, surveys - in tune with current (and futuristic) surveillance culture - and we have a distinct loop of gazes which Em describes to Jay in their last communication, and which ultimately is shared between artist and creation in the final sequence, wherein one is literally looking through the eye/s of the other and the surveyor becomes the surveyed and vice versa, with the artist becoming an extension of the artwork. This idea probably has its origins in my studies of performance artist Stelarc and his use of cyborg and technology/human interfaces, and can be inferred as the Medusa sculpture appropriating the human form for its own ends - functioning limbs and organs which have now extended beyond the limitations of the static, constructed figure, being a complete reverse of Stelarc or Haraway's cyborg embodiments - the 'meat' becoming secondary to, and controlled by, the 'machine', whereby Medusa's gaze is extended beyond the limit of what she was originally equipped with (or at least as far as the 'hardwired' cable can run).

Endura

The title firstly refers to the concept of endurance - both on the part of the performer (a 15-minute, non-stop improvisational dance/striptease work*) and on the part of the viewer (how long they choose to engage with the work). The work is a rough concept for what may, in some form, end up as a public performance further down the line, perhaps with reference to the interactive recorded/live acts sketched above for 'Lateralus'. The title derives from the form of ritualistic purification practiced by the medieval Cathar sect, often used to precede death (though often misconstrued as a 'hunger strike' or suicide ritual).

The enactment of ritual, and accompanying ecstatic forms, are augmented by the looped Sufi 'trance' music, with an occasional abandonment suggestive of the Maenads and ancient ritual frenzy. This ritualistic element is repeated in one of my reference points, Roland Barthes' 1960s essay on striptease.

The underlying theme is again one of ambiguity: How far can the pretence of a NB person 'masquerading' as femme be taken, without actual revelation? If I was a cisgender female, the final reveal would be complete - but as I'm biologically not, it isn't - but only if the viewer reads me as a male-bodied performer, hence the ambiguity (or lack thereof) is as much a construct in the mind of the viewer, as it is a deliberate and knowing ploy on my part.

*The concept of a one-take, non-stop 'endurance-based' and improvised performance, was first explored in my MFAAH work of a year ago, the 'Medusa Chronicles'.

The Future of Personal Research, and a Bit More

 Having spent the past few months completing Fragments of a Punk Opera , working on my PhD upgrade 'exam' and with the odd dash of a...